I was reviewing some notes I scribbled on various legal pads (and envelopes and receipts and business cards) for the book I just finished writing.
One stream of consciousness went like this: Is this a story about depression? Does this character have a child? WTF am I doing????
Made me laugh.
Writers constantly struggle between two extremes: feeling they are ON, every word they write brilliant, and wondering WTF they’re doing. It’s normal. And probably healthy. Because if you spend too much time on either side, you’ll eventually nosedive.
The middle ground is where I’m at most days. Except for the day I wrote that line, apparently.